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Here is my grandma.

http://i796.photobucket.com/albums/yy243/2010-07-18-2/2.jpg

Do you think I look like her?

http://i796.photobucket.com/albums/yy243/2010-07-18-2/b15.jpg

the 1st pictures as of now
http://s800.photobucket.com/albums/yy282/2010-06-16-1/

Here we go
Here we go
All the way
All the way
Gotta be
Gotta be
Number 1

I woke up earlier this hour.

I feel bad.

I didn't know about my shoes would hurt when we pumped up more. It was just one, and I should have stayed in my spot. I wonder if anyone remembers me. I do not want to take dance now. I'll use my new bag to store shoes. When I get famous I can do that.

Did you notice?

Well I added a link by the comments link. I did that two days ago.

It's hard to make sense to me.

What I mean is Tim Burton's kids are shared with another person, and this always happens, some conflict that others don't have to think to deal with.

I WENT TO THE MENTAL HOSPITAL

There was this black girl who spoke only Spanish. She looked tribal. She's around 20s like me seemed like an older person. There was an older lady around my mom's age who was black who was as appealing as anyone in the way people who are not black are stereotypically. She acts like someone with fluffy dyed red hair and the effect was the same but more. She scooped up her hair in a bun that just bumped up into a fold and had eyes that went up on the sides.

Ecology

I used to want to be an ecologist. In fact my brother's major is kinda in that, neat, it's environmental science. He likes to watch science from high school, but now he watches "Good Eats" though I can't recognize anything else.

I thought you ought to know.

*lights on*

Here are links to some of my own work:

http://i907.photobucket.com/albums/ac273/2010-07-19-1/scan0001.jpg

http://i907.photobucket.com/albums/ac273/2010-07-19-1/scan0002.jpg

I just wanted you to know

hoe hot it is in Europe.



I saw a girl who looked very delicate sorta Gothy with dyed white blonde hair, like a mumbly mouth, who said she was Portugese, an in and out person.

Something Else You Ought to Know

I said in a transition to this blog how at the mental hospital the lady with the sloping feature from M...ichigan whose dad is half German who has|beras...a Danish last name had ankle bones that instead of going straight or smaller go out like a pyramid. That's the lady who walks around and tries to be a silly flower maiden. She was so nice. But, she seemed to have real problems. In ways she didn't. I think the old people are there to milk to the young people always.

It's thru.

I e-mailed my parents and they sayd it's okay if I don't do ballet.

Family

Well last week they were at Grandma's and I was at a ballet class audition, left after just ballet.

Julie Andrews in "Despicable Me"

The first two appearances were shown in her interviews online. There were two more instances spread out, looking at Gru's butt ready for shower as a baby. Then she was at the end.

We came back for lunch.

My dad will see Despicable Me with me now.

I'm going to the movies.

China

Southeast http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://p1.img.cctvpic.com/20091220/images/1261298211438_1261298211438_r.jpg&imgrefurl=http://english.cctv.com/20091220/102471.shtml&usg=__pV5RL7qPyJE7n75YihbPBClNFvQ=&h=450&w=301&sz=23&hl=en&start=57&sig2=RT-Y5qwUK5jGtIXjXtQnCA&um=1&itbs=1&tbnid=AAhCKeJ6L2WOPM:&tbnh=127&tbnw=85&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dsoutheast%2BChina%26start%3D42%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dflock%26sa%3DN%26channel%3Dfds%26ndsp%3D21%26tbs%3Disch:1&ei=ME5BTNHxC4OB8gbDnvCcDw
Southwest http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://news.xinhuanet.com/english/2009-03/10/xin_4920306110732921136162.jpg&imgrefurl=http://news.xinhuanet.com/english/2009-03/10/content_10985517.htm&usg=__7_EozpttwofCPTUYMyirQia552M=&h=342&w=450&sz=38&hl=en&start=17&sig2=kD_uTfwKDMRDXhE8Yl1i7w&um=1&itbs=1&tbnid=KEyr2Xi12VYjdM:&tbnh=97&tbnw=127&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dsouthwest%2BChina%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dflock%26channel%3Dfds%26tbs%3Disch:1&ei=TU5BTIP_EcP88Abt4Z2nDw

I had an excellent time.

I had an excellent time at the water place, where it's just like a low-lying lake and a bath for tubing down its lazy river.

I'm going to Kelly Springs.

http://www.theotherorlando.com/contents/chapters/16/kellypark.html

http://www.google.com/images?client=flock&channel=fds&q=Kelly%20Springs&oe=utf-8&um=1&ie=UTF-8&source=og&sa=N&hl=en&tab=wi

Okay, when I was in the hospital

there are some things to note.

(I like writing. I typed when I was 5.)

There was this stooping wide lady with that sorta outline holding her head together with a face shaped like a 3D Gumby. I wanted to know why her pinky nails only came up to half the length.

Julie Andrews

http://www.hollywoodoutbreak.com/2010/07/10/the-sound-of-a-%E2%80%9Cdespicable%E2%80%9D-julie-andrews/

My mom is finding out if sugar is okay

since I had low blood sugar. Well I had high cholesterol. Figures the stupid American frozen food. I eat with my family now. So I eat like once or twice a day.

Most people are racy unnecessarily

Only if they know about you does it go a certain way. It's not too hard. People forget their opinions on things. They've created a whole knew race arena of society.

Tim's girl

They think that anyone being a fan of Tim Burton has a problem.

Spanish Girls

http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/a/a6/Girls_in_historical_Valencian_costumes.jpg&imgrefurl=http://reference.findtarget.com/search/Spanish%2520people/&usg=__xHpHX0-SkAgRHCy0YsjurKayHuo=&h=960&w=1280&sz=266&hl=en&start=13&sig2=l90JF-9htIUYVhyv0D65ow&um=1&itbs=1&tbnid=FWKSrIpR557rAM:&tbnh=113&tbnw=150&prev=/images%3Fq%3DSpain%2Bgirls%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dflock%26sa%3DN%26channel%3Dfds%26tbs%3Disch:1&ei=pKM_TMiNKMT68AaJl6W7Cg

I saw Julie Andrews's granddaughter and now I can't find it. They were on a stage like An Evening With Julie Andrews. Her daughter was there with her. She is only about 8 and her mom was holding her, like she was spreading her legs and arms on the side of her mom. She looks just like the little girl in the book signing I missed in the city where my friend is from and where my 2 aunts lived.

Lady

This black lady working at the "answer center" of the community college was not that nice and the neither young people in there. I said I didn't have my ID and she was talking a long time to my mom. I was looking around mad. Same at Target this black lady was waiting in the clothes section of Target when I came in with my dad, she was like following him on the other side, looking funny.

Julie Andrews

http://blogs.amctv.com/movie-news/2010/07/video-opening-night-despicable-me.php
http://www.babble.com/celebrity/celebrity-style/despicable-me-julie-andrews/
http://www.screenhead.com/reviews/julie-andrews-talks-despicable-me/

...cont.

I mean every instance seems like it's sorta begging for attention then cutting people off for things they never really did. That's breaking a promise out of jealousy.

What things do you like about TIm Burton's son versus daughter?

Well, it's just that he's not only Tim Burton's kid, even the daughter looks more like him. Most families don't get jealous and etc. He just seems happy about something... I forget. The thing is he will always be right and we'll always be wrong, no matter what anyone does, so that Tim Burton won't care, what will offset him is if it's you not in a place away from his family. I think it's nice of Helena Bonham Carter to take care of the kids. I just don't feel it's funny her being a little bossy.

Julie Andrews

She went to Plantation and Sunrise, which is where my aunts live|d.

Julie Andrews

http://www.page2live.com/2010/07/14/busy-julie-andrews-works-south-florida-crowd/

I didn't have my ID with me.

I had high cholesterol.

I have to eat healthy again.

The young people...

...made a lot of noise in the background, a boy with dark hair and a girl who's tall and slim.

Today - Bad Day

I was fed up going to the doctor. Then at the school I was dropping something off. This black lady wouldn't stop talking to my mom.

Uncomfortable

At the job orientation for disabilities, like mental illness, there was a pale freckled black person next to me and seemed like he was looking at my paper where we filled address.

I sent a private message on Facebook

to someone I was asking to be a friend again, but I took the request away.

I'm going to wait to recover a little

and plan to get a job.

Here is a Native American girl that reminds me of me exactly and my cousin who's half Spanish.

http://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://i42.tinypic.com/1ilrvn.jpg&imgrefurl=http://forums.projectcovo.com/showthread.php%3Ft%3D1688581&usg=__FaJozTz09odoVQMpCcZGe6tcV4Y=&h=897&w=600&sz=63&hl=en&start=31&sig2=5nLp_4lvHSePMH8ieQYeig&um=1&itbs=1&tbnid=qAADW3fXaz62sM:&tbnh=146&tbnw=98&prev=/images%3Fq%3DNative%2BAmerican%2Bgirls%26start%3D21%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DN%26rlz%3D1B3GGLL_enUS382US382%26ndsp%3D21%26tbs%3Disch:1&ei=tyU9TKWwFIG78gaWg_imBg

More

http://www.life.com/image/102809731

More

http://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&cd=1&ved=0CDIQFjAA&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sheknows.com%2Farticles%2F816151%2Fjulie-andrews-the-legend-speaks-1&ei=oPM8TKHjEsGblgfjsrHWAg&usg=AFQjCNFGVw74fnjUXx03uPFKb2fMKunf_w&sig2=F-n4kncYgbQgiU0v0ND8yQ

Julie Andrews

http://www.prphotos.com/store/category.cgi?category=search&query=^events.sql&q2=Julie%20Andrews%27%20%22The%20Very%20Fairy%20Princess%22%20Book%20Signing%20at%20BookEnds%20in%20Ridgewood%20on%20July%205%2C%202010

My friend is from there.

http://contactanycelebrity.com/cac/julie-andrews-signs-childrens-book/

http://www.sheknows.com/articles/816151/julie-andrews-the-legend-speaks-1

Tim Burton is so cute with his son.

So I am considering ballet for health rehab.

It's to structure my posture at this point. It's like yoga, but yoga does the top and ballet does the bottom.

Native American indian

The proof if it exists was burned down, destroyed. I highly doubted it that I have an ancestor who feels so comfortable with race that they married a Mongoloid, well what more a tribal person.

I just got back from that job help.

It's for people with a mental illness or injury who need help to work. I have an appointment, like 29th of August, when school begins the day after. I don't want to do this.

My Race

I have about 1|8 Dutch, 1|16 French, 1|16 German, 1|4 Irish, < 1% indian. I thought I had Jewish last names, Swiss and Polish. I thought we had Irish and Scottish Canadian. That's the maternal to paternal.

I'm still literally waiting.

For myself to get better.

I'm a little apprehensive. Tomorrow I go to a local thing about jobs for sick people or something. There is an hour meeting! My brother or dad will take me. I don't think I have to accept anything, just look around myself. I'm a little interested and hope I don't feel too uncomfortable. We're leaving around 9 or something in the morning or it starts then.

I forget.

I have to return Netflix late and it's Princess Diaries 2 & 1, not sure why 2 came first. I had to get it out of the computer. I was getting into it, but at least I have my parents saved my Tim Burton and Johnny Depp movies.

Here it is.

Neat Julie Andrews Footage

http://wireimage.com/ItemListings.aspx?igi=442086&nbc1=1
http://www.digitalspy.com/starsnaps/i3
http://www.broadwayworld.com/printcolumn.php?id=14920203285/julie-andrews.html
http://www.movieweb.com/movie/tooth-fairy/VIgTKogi36E8jj

Siam

Let me guess, it's Chinese.

Do you think it's funny?

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0000318/board/nest/165283597?d=166616488#166616488

Ifound it.

Oh well.

I'm sorry if it seemed insensitive. :/ I was on a roll. I will have to extract side notes if I wanna speak real English. Really though it's just a joke, but I don't wanna use it.

Accident

I can't find where I said did so and so hit their head so hard? It was more applicable than out of the blue, but maybe not wanted.

I want to do ballet and tumbling

It's partly for health and opening doors. It's one day each.

Wow like really.

I even had a paper for gift accounts and didn't find this just yet. Do you bet it will be there for me? I feel so laborious and had to fart a bowl or two. I fart a lot. I used to not.

My Bloggers are up still.

So it mustn't be deleted! I feel laborious.

Help! Please.

I need my NellBurton Blogger that also has my sn christina-barrett. I hope and think I didn't get rid of it because I was wanting to use it. I can't believe I could forget or it's not working where I thought.

I'm going to Circ du Soleil.

We're leaving by 20 minutes.

I changed my schedule.

Mon 7-9:45 - Ballet I
Tues 7-9:45 -Jazz I
Wed 7-9:45 -Modern I
Thu 7-9:45 -Tap I

Level I is the same class as level II. Then there's the major level intermediate classes. Some are combined, some aren't.

I also am applying to work at Chick-Fil-A.

My mom got a discount...

...to go to Circ de Soleil. My dad and brother are up north with the relatives party.

I'm just taking dance.

I'm taking just ballet I mean. :| It's Mondays at 7-9:45PM. I feel a lot thinner. It starts the last day of August 30th.

I can't get out of my head

that eye glass dude saying "take gare" when we left. I saw his daughter and son come in and they were pretty cute. The girl was tall with curly hair. The boy was small with a mo-hawk.

Audition

I left after ballet, so I won't be a major.

I left because my new shoes from online were too tight, and someone took my number for auditioning I wore from me.

That or end of March

So the schedule goes

Fall - September October November
Spring - January February March
Summer - April May June

Wait that's not right.

Waiting

I could go now or wait at the last minute.

So essentially it's a month and a half to the schedule to start, but it's only about one from auditions in November. I could even wait for next summer.

I don't know if I should see the dance audition tomorrow.

I was contacted by someone.

The casting thing. I am supposed to ask if I have any questions.

It doesn't really make sense.

I have no idea why I had such stupidity. Maybe I can take the brunt.

About fat, that's to say something obvious. I don't want to hint at it around fat guys. Maybe girls seeking attention, or you can be like Orlando and every time you see me say trash.

I wonder who I have to blame.

I didn't know what else to say other than nigger and fat, stupid in a situation etc.


I guess nigger can only be used when referred to as a no-no word. No friends are as white as me as to be unaffected, which is too bad. Oh wait why did I say that? I know whose fault. It is important what you say not who says it.

I felt so bad about my laptop. Now I have a computer. I was starving. That's probably it. I don't know how it happened, but I felt forced. Then I thought about it and didn't say it.

Ways to Look Happier

I need to clean my stuff in the garage. I need to get one bag for garbage and hang the rest up!

My 38 sports bra is too tight. I guess I need 40 for this.

Dakota Fanning is great.

http://www.marieclaire.com/video/#v105887794001

I don't know ...

... it was killing me. I can call someone fat and it not be mean. It's the same as talking about someone being overweight.

I think it's wrong, but why do people kill me when I go thru a thinking process? Literally. How will I get out of trouble this time? I thought it was just funny and private, but maybe some people know.

People think I go into a reverie

when I think. Um no if I did that I would be a big mouth. That's why I've not been learning by allowing myself to think smoothly.

I accidentally farted when my dad got home.

We're going to Wal-Mart again today.

Worn Out

I'be been posting about sorry posts. I should keep it, the important stuff, to my blog. No avail for some reason tonight too. It's getting a nuisance. I didn't do anything tonight.

I literally still said things without knowing at all.

Like things happen to me that I didn't do really.

I forget. Did I really say something bad about how Dakota Fanning's grandma is like Britney Spears' mom? They're both dark ladies with a similar look, but at least dark in a noble way.

Well Jewish if probably as white as Italian.

Jewish seems particularly cool to any race.

[ULL] [bz] These Jewish people are white.

http://www.crownheights.info/index.php?itemid=4387 Also, south Asia is the Himalayas so it's white. The midsouthwest Chinese or Indochina is the people we don't like, the ones that seem to say like north Chinese you can't get better than that, not sure anymore what I was trying to say. Well southeast China looks more oriental. I think they thought China wasn't as oriental as Indian. Southeast http://www.chinataiwan.org/english/News/NaT/200912/W020091221315463549830.jpg Southwest http://news.xinhuanet.com/english/2009-03/10/content_10985517.htm The ones in north northwest China would look more Mongolian with white skin. By Japan they would have the skin that's so fine. I'm not sure why that is. Maybe a better diet.

Proof of Jewish

http://www.crownheights.info/index.php?itemid=4387

These people are white. I posted it on Tim Burton in IMDb because of the girl he has kids with.

Why I Think I'll Make It

The audition is a jazz combo after a ballet barre. I signed up for the night classes as well. My Dad just doesn't want me to be tired. It's 14 hours. I take 2 in the morning on the same 2 days each. If I get intermediate, I have the ensemble on the weekend.

Best

The only year I liked of high school was the 1st. College I liked the 1st 2nd and 3rd year, the whole thing for me.

Remember when the drama club was really big? There was a cute guy in it or so.

For instance after that, the only people in it were people I think mostly in Talented Theater. I got in my 3rd year, and we had a new teacher each from the first year for some reason.

Another Problem to Deal With

I was watching Alice in Wonderland 2010. I was watching with my family. Somehow I landed on saying something and am uneasy because I don't like revealing what it was. I was going thru my thoughts and I have no idea how I got to the point to say this, for support I'll go ahead and say how it rolled.

I watched a loopy Johnny Depp or whatever and felt mad. I wondered if he saw I was a good fan of his kid stuff. I just felt the hatred channel about his race. So I accidentally said stupid, but I know for a fact no one saw these things. I didn't know if I was talking for fun to socks but wanted to press the button so-to-speak to see what would happen. Pretty much I don't tell a person is pooh, so saying crap and shit are not even my vocabulary. All there is is bitch and everything else could mean gay, fag. I said quit niggering me Tim Burton with your daughter. Who knows who it was. So I said niggering me with your nigger daughter because I was being niggered in every sense of the word on this point as though the word had been floating around since she was born. So it changed my life, but I wanted to know if he spent time to irritate me and it made me wonder.

So what else? Just a few things as they come up. So I said lots out loud to my family which made me more uncomfortable, the only thing I remember than let out the steam was to say those stupid kids, his stupid kids, and I am very clear I mean in the way they are kids of the father, nothing at all about the person's side I am not familiar with.

My Point

My point is Tim Burton doesn't seem as close to anyone because of Helena Bonham Carter being closer even not married. They consider a relationship to mean things are seprated like that. A relationship is something you do for interest and needs, thinking of things like culture and comforts of life.

Actually there were 3, 1 I can't remember.

Sorry

I feel bad I accidentally called another black person a nigger in my blog for no reason at all. A girl upset me walking funny and how she looked and waited around to annoy me in the clothes. Will you just forgive this mixup too and go on?

Two Sides Don't Match Actually

What do you think of Helena Bonham Carter thiunking she has to be with him to feel safe when he has insecurities. I get that she's one of those dark Europeans that follows people around trying to be popular from some place stereotypically, acting gay, most annoying. To me that's what the bad kind of gay is. I am not thinking of anyone in particular. I just want my own life and to be judged properly, but I don't like what comes up in the street.

Kids! What's the matter with kids!

Howcome he says everything is about his daughter now? There's no one you can be a fan of nor think is neat to see. I watched 2 movies this week, and the crowds were not fun. So at the mall I got some good new clothes. What besettled his deep seatedness so to speak? Also what about his gay friends online? Or does he have gay fans literally who don't admit it? I come from a nice suburban family who is not queer homosexual unlike most people I see.

Fishing for Trouble Again

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCa04R3_a7g

Maybe I just don't feel good. He hates everyone except for pretending to only like Helena Bonham Carter. He can be grumpy in front of fans and still make it, still be so cheered on. Here's proof that's not true.

I was a good fan online, but it's not so fun in a way. What the hell is he doing? He just did Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and now he's turned from the world, he and Johnny so tacky because that's all they can do. They are both mixed German Americans, ooh exciting. I know enough to not be excited. Germans don't speak English!

So he and Johnny being tacky partially makes little sense. What about before? I was so mad when it came out. I was trying to be in school all the time and to get done soon, but no such lucky with my health. I'm going to major in dance at a community college in Orlando! There is no dance major here after the AA level.

The way he shook his head was another instance of him being for lack of a better word|term tacky. OMG how long did he shake is head at the camera.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUl6Tiqb_Fs

This person is happy to be a performing artist. You see her come in and wave.

New Shirts

I used to have from my aunt taking me to the store some Hollister shorts and kids shirts for deals. I felt uncomfortable. Before I got a kids dress to see Alice in Wonderland, black and white outfit. I just forgot and got these kinds of clothes again.

So this time I got some nice shirts from a juniors store, 1 for 1|2 off. They were neutral. I have to get some scissors tomorrow to cut off the bra. I got brown and gray, a nice gray.

I don't regret too much because

I'm glad we got the garage organized at least.

I'm going to lie down now.

I'm sipping warm Winn-Dixie tea.

I have no idea why I posted that!

Freaky huh. I do that all the time.

Why don't they just get serious?

The slot open for Monday and Wednesday likely won't be filled with a job and school.

Dance Schedule

7-9:45 P.M.
M Ballet
T Jazz
W Modern Dance
T Tap

Major
Ballet - TT 8:30-9:55 A.M.
Modern Dance - TT 10-11:25 P.M.
Dance Comp.|Improv. - MW 1-2:25 P.M.

I wonder if I should focus on getting a job.

I am very interested if I make the dance major.

I just got back.