I was watching Alice in Wonderland 2010. I was watching with my family. Somehow I landed on saying something and am uneasy because I don't like revealing what it was. I was going thru my thoughts and I have no idea how I got to the point to say this, for support I'll go ahead and say how it rolled.
I watched a loopy Johnny Depp or whatever and felt mad. I wondered if he saw I was a good fan of his kid stuff. I just felt the hatred channel about his race. So I accidentally said stupid, but I know for a fact no one saw these things. I didn't know if I was talking for fun to socks but wanted to press the button so-to-speak to see what would happen. Pretty much I don't tell a person is pooh, so saying crap and shit are not even my vocabulary. All there is is bitch and everything else could mean gay, fag. I said quit niggering me Tim Burton with your daughter. Who knows who it was. So I said niggering me with your nigger daughter because I was being niggered in every sense of the word on this point as though the word had been floating around since she was born. So it changed my life, but I wanted to know if he spent time to irritate me and it made me wonder.
So what else? Just a few things as they come up. So I said lots out loud to my family which made me more uncomfortable, the only thing I remember than let out the steam was to say those stupid kids, his stupid kids, and I am very clear I mean in the way they are kids of the father, nothing at all about the person's side I am not familiar with.
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