Christina Barrett: 06/01/2010

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

I just realized my wanting to be a boy

helped me. Lots of girls can't get guys because they're irritating and think overly positive things about things they should not do, like say I don't care what I do because I'm white.

Online

Online has been hard. I'm usually nicer. It's not really boring. I never did anything bad otherwise. Sometimes I want someplace I don't have to worry if I can call a black person a nigger when they're annoying me all the time.

Nasty Online

My friend|s from when I was younger joked about sexuality. I never posted something bad about them, but just the surprise shock of their relationship when I didn't live there anymore, sorry about it.

Also this person deleted my comments online to him on hubpages, and on Rotten Tomatoes someone told me to stop posting there at her page before. The second was a younger girl. Who knows how old that boy would be. I think it's a Tim Burton sock.

Monday, June 28, 2010

I might work at Dollar Tree.

I want to work in the summer. I'm not sure if I will. College is important, and so is feeling well. Also I have a dance audition.

My mom said

that a kid gave his address to someone who asked and then was killed by that person. Her friend told her. Facebook left a slot for address. I was wondering about things like that, like to give a big name.

Don't worry

Be happy

Everything is when I'm about to explode in a sarcastic way. People won't talk to me.

My Hard Feelings

I didn't know who I was talking to online. I wish I was a good girl more often... I can't think of the right words. I can't believe I said what I've been pushed to say then it got deleted by me. I was saying just like I would about anyone who has hard feelings about having kids. It seems he wants to raise them, and I was all for it. He should be smart enough.

My parents should not have had me. I feel more random. I am glad I kinda exist. Really I'm just twisting meanings and don't mean to say that about myself nor anyone else. I think everyone should have had everyone, but yesterday I was talking to my dad about his "stupid kids." I had to erase calling black people niggers, too. I was saying the whole time that it ruined my life and made me fatter. I said just have sex with Mia.

I tried to set up another account.

I can't. This YouTube won't delete, neither! I tried to delete twice in a row. Did that happen if anyone else has done this?

[ULL] [bz] [SMt] Hey check out my new YouTube!

YouTube and Blogger are great.

http://www.youtube.com/user/ChristinaBarrett86xX

I might change it again later who knows, but you can find me still. I try to link it to christinabarrett.com, and you can search me from there.

Thanks.

Christina

[ULL] [bz] [SMt] So, hey, how are you now?

I get to "live out my dream" by majoring in a dance AA at the community college. I did regret not doing cheerleading and dance team, but breaking into this should be fun. I wish I took more dance or looked at the other ballet school in Slidell. They had a few dance studios I looked at, but I went to the ones I went to right away then did the ballet minor at college and got up to the highest level. They still told me when I asked a few years ago that I should take the level I. We have auditions. I'm not too worried. My dad told me to practice.

Also I finally decided to watch Julie Andrews online and she just put out some neat interviews of herself.

So basically I'm excited about doint the dance pre-major. At the college before I was recommended to try to go back levels as well. I started at level 2. The faculty thought that was neat. I got to advanced after one full year.

I also want to take the non-major courses at night, Monday-Thursday 7-9:45 P.M. The major courses are ballet, modern, and something like repertory. I assume we perform after the first or second semester given we start at the beginning. Anyway they're in the day. I just know I can drive at night. I don't want to take the night courses more than once.

I hope everyone's doing okay.

-Christina

P.S. I also read a few times this book on speaking Dutch, and now I have one on Russian I can read when I wait for the doctor or something.

P.P.S. Check out my YouTube @ youtube.com/ChristinaBarrettFL86 I'm not sure how long I will keep this screenname, but maybe forever. I'm not organized, so I lost other ones in my stacks of papers.

P.P.P.S. I walk for exercise and ran 4 blocks yesterday, a big cul da sac like. I did one lap in the heat, 2 more and then went back for a 4th. My dance auditions are in 2 weeks. I already handed in my papers, not much. I think everyone gets placed in the major.

P.P.P.P.S. I hope everyone in college is doing well. I just want to do the arts, and I have to sacrifice anything else. I was looking at ways to get in film, but I'm happy doing what I'm doing.

Today I'm going to switch back to something else my glasses design at 3. Don't hesitate to keep in touch sometime. I do post on my blog too. I know the comments thing isn't very organized. I also have a ProBoard. It's all connected to my sites this info. I think my dad is coming home soon to stop in for lunch.

Well bye, sorry to bother, hope you enjoyed reading this.

[ULL] [bz] [SMt] Toy Story -Christina Barrett

We just watched Toy Story and it wasn't really that great, but I still overall liked it and thought it was a good movie. I think my last movies one was Up and the other was Alice in Wonderland, not too bad, a little crafty. I don't really get the movies they make today.

Hope everyone is doing okay.

-Christina Barrett

I'm going back to the eye doctor to

pick a different glasses. I want something plain and invisible or if the one I have I guess can be fixed with a new lenses.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

I just want to go

get the appointment over with.

It is something people say.

I didn't say you're a nigger. I said are you gay because he seemed like he'd like it, but maybe I should stamp gay and nigger and any other curse word from experimental vocabulary. I remember I was upset Steve Irwin died and was watching animals at Sea World.

I'm going to the eye doctor in 1|2 hour.

I just got so much grease out

with my pore strip.

oh well

finally be sorry and move along

It's not really my fault.

People had been picking on me. Fine call me what you want. I know you won't because then you'll feel guilty.

I wonder why I did that.

If I feel funny later in public I wonder what happens. I was just asking about what upset me now. I said I thought he was someone else, so I hope he gets over it again.

I'm so lucky

I found out about hubpages yesterday.

I added

I thought I knew him closely, but maybe he is a stranger. I don't really know who he is, but I'm sorry if he turns out to be a stranger.

I assumed I knew him.

But maybe not.

I'm sorry

about that guy, but he seemed to invite the usage of the word nigger and gay. I feel that people don't really like the words, but it shouldn't be a cause of stress. What is needed is the feeling to pass thru words. I can refrain from using curse words at the same time improving my writing. I guess even though he was not too mad I lost my account.

Eye Doctor

We're leaving in 1 1|2 hours.

Friday, June 25, 2010

My mom just called.

I was following my dad around asking questions. My mom called my brother's cell, and then he woke up. I told my mom that too.

[ULL] oh well

[ULL] Wah!

http://cb-86-1.blogspot.com/2010/06/ull-wah.html

I was watching Princess Diaries 2 and [my brother] is asleep, but I had it down low and for some reason closed the door when I realized he might hear it. Since it was when they said "car crash" I hope [my brother] doesn't have unpleasant nightmares. The door is aired open again though.

My Dad

I was complimenting him on wearing his Friday jeans to where he works at.

I was sad I got 3 pairs of jeans at Wal-Mart that didn't fit, and I believe we threw them out or dropped them off.

Celebrity Cruises

http://www.celebritycruises.com/specials/viewPromoTypeDetails.do?promoType=50&cid=c_bermu_t_102_bn_160x600_1099

She kept staying in the women's part and I wanted to go back there to find the jean shorts.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

It keeps going on and off.

Someone is mowing the lawn outside.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I've posted about this a lot.

Well, I kept a little hush-hush at the shock, but when I was at Loyola I used to stay up in the library when I was older picking things out of the collection and had a glimpse at the Royal Ballet School in The Nutcracker in one of those Kultur things.

They put up a poster of the half Japanese girl as Clara. They showed the little European girl dancing around the snowflakes looking at the prince. I cannot Goddamn believe that. I came home and gave up dance team and The Nutcracker along pros as Maid 2.

Another Black Person

This other black person was staring at this lady's baby who was not nice to me. Actually before at the LA Fitness that's on a top floor of the shopping square this other black person said hi to me while this white girl was scanning my dad then me.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

This black lady was funny like going in the door on my dad's side. I asked to go to Target to look at things. Later I noticed any people who looked like her because I was looking back at her a few times, and she was just being crazy.

14-15

I'm watching holiday Peanuts, and I remembered when we still didn't wear uniforms in college. I worked there next summer. I remember playing for the senior play of Peanuts. I think my period had leaked. Anyway I was still ordering youth stuff from catalogs so had some neat things around.

NOCCA

When I did it in the summer, or when I was at Loyola, same place to board, I had a T-shirt of the senior play, and someone kept saying someone died. Sadly I don't have this shirt but a picture of me in it where I look thin, sitting with my brother and friend from before out-of-state.

Now I am just spending money for dance auditions!

Monday, June 21, 2010

I added "Princess Diaries 1 & 2."

I never saw 2.

Okay now I am getting them.

Dutch next month.

It sort of makes sense.

This is like a high school AP physics.

http://www.amazon.com/PC-Treasures-02840-Achiever-Physics/dp/B000J45PBQ/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&s=software&qid=1277140567&sr=1-2

Nevermind, I'm happy with this.

I just wanted physics and not high school level because that's way too easy.

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/images/B00006AL0A/ref=dp_otherviews_3?ie=UTF8&s=software&img=3

Plans

I wonder if I should spend on dance stuff now. I want Dutch software for $90 plus these science things for $111:

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I just bought this and it seems to have worked.

http://www.discountdance.com/frame_set.php3?mf=http://www.discountdance.com/view_catalog.php?pid=1038&Shop=Style&TopCat=

Sometimes in Florida

You have to|must admit you feel a quake, like I moved like forward. Sometimes I twist.

My vocabulary software should be here.

So should my science (biochemsitry and molecular biology etc. to genetics.)

I am trying to get the algebra in. All I would need otherwise is the 102 languages + Spanish immersion if it's not too much.

I think I really want to take dance so I need to think about that.

I'm not sure how much I will ask my dad about paying for dance supplies when.

Birth Control Pill

I hope yesterday my mom didn't give me one on accident. I said I didn...
...okay I didn't.

I just woke up!

My throat was sore before I ate. I had shrimp soup and am making dumplings. I didn't much like what they got at the Tai shop for Father's Day. It was all mostly chopped vegetables, baby corn and etc. I asked for beef this time. My dad got semi-sweet chocolate chips Nestles, whatever it is. I'm waiting for the ice cream to soften.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

How I Feel

I want to take a nap. It's Father's Day and my family will go to a Tai restaurant. They leave at 4:15, but I want to relax at home.

I don't remember what I was gonna say, but I'm feeling very annoyed all the time about how people treat me. I don't mean in a complaining sense. I just totally forgot what I was doing and I just do not remember it.

New Pieced Together Thoughts on Johnny Depp

Who is always on the Johnny Depp boards deleting shit? Like if I ask or tell something about Johnny Depp as a topic and some other times it happens, yet people socialize there, the same people all the time. I was afraid of my account being falsely reported. It seems that moderators might delete anything, but I lost accounts from using the accounts I post with to report. They can see if you used the same Amazon or whatever to validate. They don't use IP address, or area connection, to get deletorious.

I feel so awake.

I missed Karate Kid. I had spinach leaves and tea for lunch yesterday. I have Winn-Dixie tea. I also have English Breakfast tea and my Lipton from 7-11 and the Alice in Wonderland tea. My mom got the Alice in Wonderland tea. It is black tea from China and India.

The 1 Thing I Want

I still am sick because of the blackheads. I have a kind of Disney pass that I can't use anymore this summer.

All I want has been reduced to any Lazy River.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Yesterday - Bad

I went to the museum and was walking around alone and got a call on my cell. I had to repeat myself for clarity, and she sounded like she was mumbling, "Filipino?"

There were lots of kids on trips. I am not sure if that was the camp. I wish I brought money. I should have known that's not my mom. So I told her. That lady said we haven't paid anything for 96 days and it is giving "bad credit."

I wonder if I should get this.

http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0013U6TAQ/ref=s9_simh_gw_p65_i4?pf_rd_m=ATVPDKIKX0DER&pf_rd_s=center-2&pf_rd_r=1ZF7E9DQ0EHE9GC88ZEM&pf_rd_t=101&pf_rd_p=470938631&pf_rd_i=507846

This looks nice.

http://store.theflip.com/en-us/?Mino_Both

Friday, June 18, 2010

Too bad before...

...I got that short shipping time.

Multi-Million Dollar Mansions

http://news.yahoo.com/s/huffpost/20100617/cm_huffpost/616493

The pool|s look|s so good!

These are things I got so far.

I jogged today.

We're going to the museum later.

I need to find recipes for a fruity smoothie breakfast. I also need to ask my dad or mom for a whip to whip potatos.

I like sometimes getting sausage patties for biscuits. I have cereal.

This is cute.

http://www.1800vending.com/?gclid=CMu6s6qmqaICFQu0sgodcX3BRg