Another Problem to Deal With

I was watching Alice in Wonderland 2010. I was watching with my family. Somehow I landed on saying something and am uneasy because I don't like revealing what it was. I was going thru my thoughts and I have no idea how I got to the point to say this, for support I'll go ahead and say how it rolled.

I watched a loopy Johnny Depp or whatever and felt mad. I wondered if he saw I was a good fan of his kid stuff. I just felt the hatred channel about his race. So I accidentally said stupid, but I know for a fact no one saw these things. I didn't know if I was talking for fun to socks but wanted to press the button so-to-speak to see what would happen. Pretty much I don't tell a person is pooh, so saying crap and shit are not even my vocabulary. All there is is bitch and everything else could mean gay, fag. I said quit niggering me Tim Burton with your daughter. Who knows who it was. So I said niggering me with your nigger daughter because I was being niggered in every sense of the word on this point as though the word had been floating around since she was born. So it changed my life, but I wanted to know if he spent time to irritate me and it made me wonder.

So what else? Just a few things as they come up. So I said lots out loud to my family which made me more uncomfortable, the only thing I remember than let out the steam was to say those stupid kids, his stupid kids, and I am very clear I mean in the way they are kids of the father, nothing at all about the person's side I am not familiar with.

My Point

My point is Tim Burton doesn't seem as close to anyone because of Helena Bonham Carter being closer even not married. They consider a relationship to mean things are seprated like that. A relationship is something you do for interest and needs, thinking of things like culture and comforts of life.

Actually there were 3, 1 I can't remember.

Sorry

I feel bad I accidentally called another black person a nigger in my blog for no reason at all. A girl upset me walking funny and how she looked and waited around to annoy me in the clothes. Will you just forgive this mixup too and go on?

Two Sides Don't Match Actually

What do you think of Helena Bonham Carter thiunking she has to be with him to feel safe when he has insecurities. I get that she's one of those dark Europeans that follows people around trying to be popular from some place stereotypically, acting gay, most annoying. To me that's what the bad kind of gay is. I am not thinking of anyone in particular. I just want my own life and to be judged properly, but I don't like what comes up in the street.

Kids! What's the matter with kids!

Howcome he says everything is about his daughter now? There's no one you can be a fan of nor think is neat to see. I watched 2 movies this week, and the crowds were not fun. So at the mall I got some good new clothes. What besettled his deep seatedness so to speak? Also what about his gay friends online? Or does he have gay fans literally who don't admit it? I come from a nice suburban family who is not queer homosexual unlike most people I see.

Fishing for Trouble Again

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCa04R3_a7g

Maybe I just don't feel good. He hates everyone except for pretending to only like Helena Bonham Carter. He can be grumpy in front of fans and still make it, still be so cheered on. Here's proof that's not true.

I was a good fan online, but it's not so fun in a way. What the hell is he doing? He just did Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and now he's turned from the world, he and Johnny so tacky because that's all they can do. They are both mixed German Americans, ooh exciting. I know enough to not be excited. Germans don't speak English!

So he and Johnny being tacky partially makes little sense. What about before? I was so mad when it came out. I was trying to be in school all the time and to get done soon, but no such lucky with my health. I'm going to major in dance at a community college in Orlando! There is no dance major here after the AA level.

The way he shook his head was another instance of him being for lack of a better word|term tacky. OMG how long did he shake is head at the camera.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUl6Tiqb_Fs

This person is happy to be a performing artist. You see her come in and wave.

New Shirts

I used to have from my aunt taking me to the store some Hollister shorts and kids shirts for deals. I felt uncomfortable. Before I got a kids dress to see Alice in Wonderland, black and white outfit. I just forgot and got these kinds of clothes again.

So this time I got some nice shirts from a juniors store, 1 for 1|2 off. They were neutral. I have to get some scissors tomorrow to cut off the bra. I got brown and gray, a nice gray.

I don't regret too much because

I'm glad we got the garage organized at least.